Reunion

Its been almost 4 months didn't meet her. I was siting down and thinking. Many things has happened.

She wanted to slowly fix all her problem, however we had a fight due to a small issue. and I spoiled her plans. She made a small lie and I made it into a big issue. I wanted her to let me know what she doing that time and she lied to me as she wanted to do it alone without me. I wanted to care for her things, but I cared for the wrong thing at the same time.

How can I turn this around ? Like everytime, I not worried about our love, cause we definitely love each other. She won't make the first move, so I will have to make it, I'm the guy after all.

My mind is too clouded by the fact that she is too close to a guy, and she haven't fix things yet with others. Only I can make up her mind that I'm the one for her. Only if I can control myself and communicate well with her, I'm sure things will turn out great. Then she will start to care for my feelings , then i can share with her and she will understand good and won't do the same thing to me again.

But right now, talking nicely to her will be a great challenge. As my mind is clouded by her probems. She needs my support more than anything else, but I only make her feel unhappy. I'm always rushing to fix her problem. I need to stay calm and do things slowly and nicely. She needs some comfort, I should cheer her first then move to the point. She can't take stress, so i need to do it nice and slow.